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Monday, October 6, 2008
2:05 PM

~It have been such a long time since such a feeling came to me anymore~

Complexity seems to be taking over me. Even though there was exams today, those thoughts simply flooded my mine. they overcame my knowledge they overcame my sanity they overcame everything that is within me. I want to talk to someone but there is no one for me to talk to. I want someone to be there for me but there isn't anyone. I don't want to disturb my baby.. i don't want to influence her. I have been thinking hard and i have been thinking really much. Over everything. As i was doing my physics, those thoughts seem to flood my mind. They told me to leave her and let her be alone. I don't want such a thought to appear i dont want to leave you but i am afraid that those thoughts would make me leave you. i know you will miss me very much and just as well as i will miss you.. but... its suffocating its torturing.. Our relationship only bounded by messaging.. shall one day one of our phone is gone, prolly that would mean the end of our relationship... I can only hope this isn't what you meant by a relationship if not all these would only be a facade.


My own personal feelings of course. Complexity is flowing in like how water is seeping through paper. It may be fast or it may be slow. Its all about perception..


Exams are here studies are here everything is here except you.. this relationship is getting meaningless by messaging and apart from that, hopefully after school.. but i guess i would be seeing you lesser and lesser as the day passes by.. You have everything but i lost all of my mine.. The solitude that i had wanted is very much different from what i had expected.


~ THE END ~





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Jing xiang
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To:Baby

Ever since 130508, on this faithful day when we became a couple, I will do my very best to take care of you, love you, protect you cherish you and dote on you. I would not break the promise that I had agreed to and will as well as willing to do my very best to not let your heart be broken for even a single bit.

Apart from that, I will do my best to ensure that you are happy and cheerful everyday so that you would not have to experience any sadness while being with me . I love you

With loves,

Your baby boy