Saturday, October 18, 2008
11:48 PM
Happy 80th birthday grandmama : DBeen tired, been thinking, been ponderingMany said that i have given up too much just to be with her many said that i had sacrifice too much just to be with her but how many know about the ups and downs that we had. how many actually knows what we had been through together? Many know that we quarrel, many know that we fought but how many actually know those feelings that we had for one another. its hard to decide its hard to make a choice. For now, i just want to happily be with her. the end...hey baby.. i have been scared, i have been real paranoid though many times you werent there for me, but when i wanted care, you gave me. when i wanted love, you showed me. When i wanted you.. ~blank~ all i can say is i really hope that those ups and downs are all with dear.. i dont know what will be the outcome on monday but whatever it is, i really hope you can spend the rest of the times even if it means limited with me.. i love you baby. sleep tight and sleep well.