Friday, September 19, 2008
6:27 PM
I LOVE ALEXANDRA CHIA CHIH WEN :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
The time when my new blog is created and probably reposting everything else that have happen in my life.
Everything will start of from today, 19/9/08.
iloveher iloveher iloveher(requested by her)
Today in school, finally had my PE after three dam weeks. Finally even though it rained, but it was sunshine soon after that and we had our pe lessons. Rushed down like simply immediately after lessons and could hardly concentrate due to the fact that i was worrying about my baby cause she was probably going for the overseas trip but nevertheless, me and vanessa was simply so happy that she was no longer going for the trip which clearly meant that i was simply wasting everything that i had done in the morning to persuade vanessa to go just because of my baby.. Pe was seriously very tough and we only had 30 mins of basketball match before we were all dead tired and were all struggling. i guess i seriously lost all my basketball skills but managed to shoot some shots into the hoop which clearly proves that i still have the thing for it huh. During recess, when everything was like simply perfect with me playing with everyone, someone chose to come and find troubles with me despite me not doing anything and in the end, during recess was simply so heated up but after school, it was okay.
lastly, now with my baby being right beside me, being so annoying and everything , being so IRRITATING. but i still love her very much..
Specially for you, my dear girl
It was seriously hard for me to go down baby.. and the reason why i am like saying it here is not seriously to advertise but instead, to seriously tell you my personal thoughts. it was hard for me to go down on my knees even if it meant the fourth time.. today was merely three times and it wasn't easy at all. but i guess it wont happen anymore. i finally really put on the ring right for you and properly ended everything. though there were seriously disruptions but nevertheless like what i told you, selective memory so only remember the sweet time that i have for you alright. i told you many things while i was on my knees, talking to you and those words were probably the words that i really meant after so many times i said it to you. the next one, hopefully it will be public. i dont really know if i touched you or not or if it were even sweet and i know that like what you said, many things dont have their meaning after doing it for a very long time but this thing that i have done, regardless of whether it have its meaning or not, were merely thoughts that i have wanted to say and everything. like what i said, everything have an ending but whatever it is, our relationship will never have an ending. i really love you my dear girl and i really want to be with you for a long long time. i love you baby. i love you. even if the whole world were to know what we have done, i will never have any regrets as long as it is about you and for you. The four months that we had were probably very hard and alot of up and downs but i seriously hope that we can always be together forever regardless of up or down cause i really love you my dear girl. i dont want you to leave me even for one moment and i will really not leave you even if those tears were to fall off your eyes,i will wipe them off but i seriously hope that those happy times were only with me and you will rely on me more than ever. ILY babyy..